you dont know what you got till its gone

yeah well i didnt think i was gonna miss peanut butter as much as i do here and its driving me crazy like what else do you put on bread in the morning that is as good for you, nothing, nutella is the devil's spread and like jam is too sweet. ugh and i never really had peanut butter that much in the states, i totally took you for granted peanut butter! so many times that i had the chance to make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich at work cuz it was just there waiting for me to scoop some into a piece of bread. but i didnt i feel so bad now!!! ugh i asked my friend to ask her parents to bring some with them from America and maybe they did maybe they didnt, ugh that would be the best thing ever!! okay and like im only concerned about the crunchy kind because peanut butter without the nuts isnt peanut butter like you know thats the point of it, to chew on the peanuts!! hello!! omg one time i was super tired at work and delirious or whatever and i asked my coworker if smooth peanut butter had peanuts in it!! haha thats why im telling you, its not the same, its weird, there's no point to it, get yo smooth peanut butter somewhere else!!