you dont know what you got till its gone

yeah well i didnt think i was gonna miss peanut butter as much as i do here and its driving me crazy like what else do you put on bread in the morning that is as good for you, nothing, nutella is the devil's spread and like jam is too sweet. ugh and i never really had peanut butter that much in the states, i totally took you for granted peanut butter! so many times that i had the chance to make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich at work cuz it was just there waiting for me to scoop some into a piece of bread. but i didnt i feel so bad now!!! ugh i asked my friend to ask her parents to bring some with them from America and maybe they did maybe they didnt, ugh that would be the best thing ever!! okay and like im only concerned about the crunchy kind because peanut butter without the nuts isnt peanut butter like you know thats the point of it, to chew on the peanuts!! hello!! omg one time i was super tired at work and delirious or whatever and i asked my coworker if smooth peanut butter had peanuts in it!! haha thats why im telling you, its not the same, its weird, there's no point to it, get yo smooth peanut butter somewhere else!!

omg what the heck is ur deal little kid

ok so my host mom's great granddaughter YES I SAID GREAT because my host lady is 84 years old and all she does is sit on the couch and watch tv for 12 hours of the dayyyyyyy ANYWAYSSS stop getting sidetracked and stick to da subject meliiiiii okay so i have a love hate relationship with this kid, like she's bipolar, and sends me weird little signals but like i feel like we're making progress. ok so she's a little bitchy 3 year old and the first time we met she was being all shady like i dont even think she fricken told me her name, THE NERVE!!! so she was eating popcorn and her dad told her to share some with me and she said NO, and then 2 minutes later she looks at me with a little evil face and shows me an empty bag and laughs and says I FINISHED. I was like OH NO U DIDNT little kid, i dont let anyone disrespect me no matter how old u is and i looked her dead in the eye and said LOOK I DONT EVEN LIKE POPCORN OKAY. then she was running in the living room and she fell and started crying and i said HA THATS WUT U GET KIDD. lolz anyways this time around she was nicer and showed me her toys and then wanted me to do her makeup and jumped on my bed and did stretches with me and picked out my outfit, which was pink cuz she apparently LOVESS pink and when we were doing stretches on the bed she rolled off it was so cute cuz she looked at me and was like IM SORRY. omgz hunny dont say sorry if u fell lolz. then we kept arguing about Minnie mouse and how she's only Minnie to her and i was like DO U KNOW I LIVE LIKE down the street from Disneyland NO U WOULDNT KNOW CUZ UR 3 and ur DUMB. lolz omgz this little kid saga will continue.